Ch. 3 Desire Ahead

Desire Ahead

This is Ch.3 of Boy Next Door by Ermadski Erma- Rei Zy

 

*stomp*

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*stomp*       (sound of  kyosuke’s furious running)

 

H—how……… how did this happened?

 

T—this… ……     it’s……

 

It’s just a dream, right???

                       *forced laugh*

 

It’s just a nightmare, right???

 

             Come on!

 

Somebody……… anybody………

 

 

Tell me it’s not true!!!

 

It can’t be……… this isn’t happening!!!!

Kazuma’s POV

 

Totodot—totodot

 

*alarm sound*

 

Totodot—totodot

 

Press the button to stop the alarm.

 

Morning already?

 

It’s another boring day to start with.

 

I’m tired, I don’t want to go anywhere today. I just want to stay here, in this bed. I’m too exhausted to get up.

 

Once again, I had a one hell of a night. That guy last night was cute, he’s some kind of a commercial model, I hooked up with him in the bar, then we’d go to a nearby hotel. Who would have thought he was virgin, it’s good to be the first one to be able to f**k him. I somewhat enjoyed it a little bit, though he still didn’t know how to give a proper blow job. Yawn.

Sigh.

 

However, these past few days, it’s kinda weird, it’s like, sex feels so common for me. It doesn’t excites me anymore. Male or female it doesn’t makes any difference now. Since when did this happen?

 

Boredom?

 

No, it can’t be. Mainly I love sex, and I’m a free person. I don’t settle with just one partner. And I never have any emotional involvement. I cut all ties with anyone if I feel they’re getting emotionally involved with it. I don’t wanna be tied up, I really value my freedom. And I think it’s kinda boring to be settled with just one partner. So I always go out at night to search for a suitable partner for the night. I enjoyed it a lot, and yet, now, I feel so unsatisfied.

 

How come? This didn’t ever happened before.

 

 

Did I got bored of it already? Am I reaching to that kind of point?!

 

F**k! No. no way, that can’t be.

 

Am I gonna have Impotence now?!

 

HELL NO! Darn, What’s happening?

 

No. Chill, maybe the partners I had these past few days are just naturally boring.

 

However, I keep on thinking of that one person, up until now. Ever since that day, I don’t know what happened, I just can’t get him off my mind.

 

I just found him interesting to play with. Ever since we’ve met I had urge to tease him in every sort of ways, he stimulates the sadistic nature in me, just like what happened few days ago. I was able to have him in bed, though it’s more on raping him, and he kept on resisting it, in which it excites me more, then eventually he truly surrendered to the pleasure.

 

Especially, when he moaned it was too sexy, and his body was totally asking for more.

 

 

So close! We were already so close to the climax! Yet. F**k! Thinking about it, makes me want to kill my own father. That old fart really pisses the hell out of me. Aargh!

 

Maybe that’s the reason why I’m so unsatisfied with sex lately, I was not able to let go that time. I was unsatisfied by just that. I want him more.

 

He’s so alluring. He excites me more with just his expression. Makes me wants to tease him more, touch him more, French kiss him, eat him up, lick every arousing spot on his body, sucking his dick as he sexily moans,… aah! I still can feel the warm to be inside him. It really felt good.

 

His dick erected. Darn, I’m aroused by just thinking about that.

 

I’m such a pervert. Crap, this is the first time it happened, the thoughts just keep on haunting me. The more I think about it, the more I desire him.

 

Now my body’s overheating, blushed.

 

Hugh! What the hell, I have to do something about this urge. But how?!

 

How the hell could I get him near me, ever since that day, he had stopped coming in his apartment. And I think he’d skipped school for four days now, I haven’t seen him after that. Where could he be?!

 

Darn, this sucks.

 

It’s all Miyagi’s fault, he should take responsibility for it.

 

He reaches the phone, and start dialing.

 

 

Crring—-Crrring—Crrring—-Crrrring.

 

 

“Yea-low.”

 

“Yo, Miyagi. Let’s meet up, I don’t wanna go to school today.”

 

“Oh what’s that Kazuma-chan, you missed you’re beloved father already. Hohoho”

 

Pissed. “Stop jumping to wrong conclusions! Just come here, there’s something I want to discuss with you.”

 

“Hohoho, kazuma-chan is opening up to me now, hohoho. I’m so happy.” Miyagi chuckled.

 

Patience reaches its peak. “Just come, okay?!”

 

“Okay. (Chuckle) I’ll be there.”

 

“Alright then, bye.”

 

 

That idiot Miyagi, I really hate telling him this kind of stuffs]. Yet it’s his fault, so he must take responsibility to it. Though he’s such an idiot, he’s really kind of a reliable person, he’s a good father too, and our relationship is more like best friends rather than father and son.

He’s all I have, my mother left us when I was only five years old and then disappeared without a trace. We don’t know what happen to her ever since, yet by then Miyagi loved her so much, so he tried so hard to find her throughout all these years.

 

 

(flashbacks)

 

 

“Obasan, obasan, look kazuma found a shell in there.” Kazuma pointed the seashore.

 

“Wow, that’s nice kazuma. Kawaii” mother bend as she look at the shell and smiled.

 

Chuckle. “Mother, kazuma’s giving this to you.” He said as he hand the shell to his mother.

 

“Thank you so much, love.” Smiled. Then his mother hugs him tight.

 

“I love you, kazuma, remember that okay?” mother said in a soft voice with a teary eyes.

 

“Mother why are you crying? Please don’t cry, did kazuma do something wrong?” Kazuma said with worry eyes. As he touch his mother’s cheeks to wipe the tears that flowed.

 

“No. Kazuma is such a good kid. And obasan truly and forever will love kazuma.”His mother tried to smile.

 

“I love you too obasan.” Kazuma smiled as he hugs his mother.

 

 

Then the next morning, I no longer see her.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ever since then I hated her, I thought she’d left us for another man. Then recently as Miyagi finally found her whereabouts, he found out that mother had died due to stomach cancer, it was in the worse stage already when she found out. Then, she decided to leave us to protect us from being hurt when she dies.

 

Stupid isn’t it? She’s was such an idiot, why not just die in front of me, rather than make me believe that she’s the worse mother ever. And made me hate her in all these years.

 

My parents are idiots, and as their son I am an idiot as well, a retarded fool.

 

I didn’t appreciate the love they gave to me, I didn’t show them my gratitude, especially to Miyagi. I even stopped calling him father when mother left. I had hated Miyagi as well because I thought it’s his fault that his wife left him, ‘cause he was too busy handling the company.

 

I’m such a stupid son.

 

Yet Miyagi had remained with me. He doesn’t even scold me, only when it’s too much of a fault already. He gives me everything I want, he tolerates all my selfishness, that’s why I grow up as a spoiled brat. He didn’t even remarried, and I don’t know if he has a girlfriend or something. And he said nothing when he found out that I’m BI.

 

Oh well, I think that’s his compensation, for the loss of his beloved wife.

 

 

Sigh. Stares at the ceiling.

 

I hope he can help me out with this crisis. Even though he’s my father, I still won’t forgive him for messing up with my sex life. What if I can no longer enjoy having sex with anyone since I was not able to get over with this desire. It’s he’s fault, he should think of a way to fix this.

 

[The Next day Kyosuke's POV]

 

 

Ding——-Dong

 

Ding——-Dong                 *class starting*

 

 

*sneak*

*sneak*

 

*sneak*

 

*sneak*

 

Darn! What the hell, am I doing?! Kyosuke mumbled in his inner self.

 

Why am I sneaking around, there should be nothing to be afraid of. That pervert is the one at fault so he should be the one hiding. I don’t wanna see that idiot ever, in this whole damn lifetime. Crap, I even took few days of absence from school and from work too. My fake reason is due to colds. Then I even stayed at my parent’s house, and because of that, they stormed me with nags. S**t! It’s all his fault. I’m so pissed, I’m really gonna kill that idiot.

 

I’m not afraid of you, you perverted freak! He exclaimed in his mind, as he tried to be brave.

 

“Hey kyosuke.”

 

Startled, “Damn Tatsuya, you scared the hell out of me.” Crap, my heartbeat just stopped for a moment there.

 

“What is it? Who are you hiding from?” Tatsuya asked.

“N—nothing. It’s nothing.” he answered with an anxious look on his face.

“What do you mean nothing? You’re even excessively sweating. What are you so nervous about?”

“Nervous? Nuh— why would I be nervous?” still sweating.

Tatsuya give him a doubtful look. “Well, let’s talk about it later, for now we gotta run, the bell rang already. We’re gonna be late.” Then they furiously ran together, on their way to their classroom.

 

Rrrring—–

Rrrring—–

*bell rang for lunch break*

 

Rrrring—–

 

“Alright class, that’s it for today.” as their sensei packed his things, then left the classroom.

“Whoa! That was such a boring lesson.” Tatsuya who sits beside me murmured as he lean his head on the desk.

“Yeah, damn I got scolded hard.” Kyosuke said while messing the hair in his forehead.

“Yeah, that old fart is like a broken stereo. He keeps on repeating his lines over and over again.” As they both laughed.

“Yeah, right.”

 

“Hey Kyosuke, the sensei in Infirmary’s calling you.” A girl from my class said.

“Okay thanks. Catch you later dude.”

 

*Heading towards the infirmary*

 

What does sensei wants from me? Is it another frigging sermon? Aargh! This is so irritating, it’s that pervert’s fault. He murmured in his inner self as he reaches the infirmary then he saw the signboard in the door stating.

 

[I’m out for today, please come back tomorrow. By Isatura-sensei.]

 

WHAT?! Yet, akira-chan said sensei’s looking for me in the infirmary.

Maybe she just forgot to take off this signboard, maybe it was meant for yesterday.

I should check inside, to confirm if she’s in or not.

 

Then he opened the door as he goes inside to look around. “Sensei, sensei, I’m Hirumitchi Kyosuke, from class 1-E. My classmate told me to come here.”

 

Is she really out?

 

“Sensei, are you there?”

 

——SLAM—— *door*

—–click—– *locked*

 

“Sensei, is that you? Sensei—.” he startled as his eyes widens when he saw the person besides the door. Shocked.

 

“Hi kyo-kun, how have you been?” kazuma smiles.

 

WHA—–WHAT THE HELL?!

 

“Wha—What are you doing here, you a*****e?!” he yelled at kazuma.

 

Darn! It’s—- it’s that perverted freak! I have to get out of here!!!freak out.

 

“I’ve missed you kyo-kun where have you been?” kazuma said while walks a little bit closer to kyosuke.

 

“Stay where you are, don’t come any closer, or else—-” stepping backwards.

 

 

“Or else what?” moving a little bit closer.

 

F**k! What should I do?! Knife! Is there a knife here? He moved his eyes around to find any sharp material that he can use, as he stepped backwards away from kazuma.

 

“Calm down kyo-kun I’m not here to do anything weird to you. I’m just here to apologize.” Kazuma said in a soft voice, then he’s in front of kyosuke already.

 

“No! Stop!” stepped backward as his foot hits the wall, darn! Dead end. What should I do?! What should I do now?! Should I scream for help? Panicking.

 

“HELP—-mmm” kazuma covered kyosuke’s mouth with his hand, he’s eyes widened as he look at kazuma.

“sshhh… quiet kyo-kun. Really, I’m not here to harass you. I’m just here to apologize. Do you understand now? I will uncover your mouth if you promise not to scream and listen to what I ought to say, okay?”

 

Nods. Darn this freak, please anyone, help me! He’s really nervous deep inside.

 

Then kazuma took off his hand from kyosuke’s mouth.

 

“I’m terribly sorry kyo-kun if I had acted that way, and forced to violate you despite of your resistance.” Kazuma said in a soft voice.

 

Huh?! Wooaah!—-WHAT?! Shocked.

 

 

“You—you’re apologizing?! What a sudden change of attitude. ” still confused.

 

 

“I’m really sorry about that kyo-kun, to all the harassments and stuffs.”

 

 

 

WHAT?!!!! HE’S APOLOGIZING NOW, AFTER ALL HE DID?!!!! 

He’s still shock. Does he really mean it?! still in doubt.

 

“Yeah, you should be! What’s with you?!Are you on drugs or something?!”

 

Maybe he’s an addict. Perverted drug addict.

 

“No, I’m not an addict. I’ve never been into drugs. I just find you so alluring kyo-kun. Ever since we’ve met at the rooftop.”

 

“What the hell— so that’s the reason why you did those stuffs? Are you really a freak—I mean gay?!”

 

I should calm down, I shouldn’t provoke him. As his heart’s keep on throbbing. Calm down!

 

“No, I’m a bisexual to be exact. I like girls too.” Kazuma chuckled.

 

“Then, why did you did those stuffs to me?!”

 

“As what I said a while ago kyo-kun, I got allured by your charms, and you really arouse the sadistic part of me.” Kazuma smiled.

 

“What the—, Man I told you already I’m straight! Why can’t you understands that?!” he exclaimed to him.

 

“Yeah, I know that now. So that’s why I’m apologizing for forcing you to that kind of stuffs.”

 

Kyosuke throws him a doubtful look, he’s trying to read him, if his really serious to that apology. Sighed.

 

 

“Okay then, I think I believe you’re serious with this apology stuff.  Let’s forget about it. I’m not a girl so it’s not a big deal. But don’t you ever do that to me again.”

 

 

Kazuma smiled sweetly even his eyes are also smiling, then he grabs kyosuke’s hand. “Thank you so much kyo-kun, let’s be friends from now on, okay?”

 

 

Pulled his hand. “Whoa, take it easy man, even if I said to forget it, I still haven’t forgiven you for what you did.”

 

 

Kazuma still smiling, “It’s okay kyo-kun, here. (Kazuma hands him squared shaped gift) It’s an apology gift. I hope you will like it.” Chuckle.

 

 

“What is this all about?” pissed.

Is he bribing me?! This idiot!

 

 

“I don’t need it, I told you already to forget about it, there’s no need for gifts.” as he hands back the gift to kazuma.

 

 

“Please kyo-kun, I really felt bad by what I did to you. Even by just this, please accept it.” kazuma said with a begging look.

 

Should I accept it, since he begs me to?

 

He give kazuma a wary look, he’s still doubtful about it.

Nothing will lose if I accept it right? Moreover, it’s just a gift.

 

“O—okay then, but first, tell me what is it?” then accepts the gift.

 

Kazuma smiles, “It’s a surprise kyo-kun, open it, only when you’re in your apartment already, okay? Only in your apartment, understand?

 

“Now, I’m curious with what’s inside of it. C’mon just tell me already.”

 

Kazuma chuckle. “Later kyo-kun, it’s for you to found out.” then he puts his hand to kyosuke’s shoulder.

“Why don’t we have lunch now kyo-kun, lunch breaks almost over.” Smiled.

 

 

Kyosuke shove his hand. “No thanks, but now, that you’d mention it, I have to go. I’ll be running errands in the faculty for being absent for few days. And it’s entirely your fault.”

 

“Yeah, yeah. I know. Well, you better get going now kyo-kun, or else you won’t be able to have time crashing lunch in the cafeteria.” Kazuma pushes his back to lead him out of that room.

 

“Okay then, I’ll be going.” as he heads out from the room.

 

Kazuma smiled, as he’d wave his hand to kyosuke, “See you around kyo-kun.”

 

“Yeah, bye.” he’d glanced back at Kazuma then runs towards the hallway.

 

Kazuma chuckled as he watched kyosuke heading his way back,

 

“Yeah, I’m sure I would see you around my cute little kyo-kun. This will be exciting, let’s have fun kyo-kun.” smirk.

 

 Next Chapter: Threat Ahead

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