You Do Not Chose Who You Love

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You Do Not Choose Who You Love

By Darklordrabey

A series of short stories about men who love other men.

 

My Neighbor, My Friend, and My Beloved

The story of Jonathan and Daniel

Act. 1- My Hearts Secret Love That I Have Locked up For Too Long.

                I can’t keep hiding these feelings. I love him. I do not care that he is male and my best friend. I do not care what my family, friend, or anyone else thinks. If I hold these feeling in for any longer I am going to explode. I do fear what will happen between me and Daniel after I tell him how I feel. Up until now, just being beside him was enough, but things can’t stay like this forever. The very thought of him not being beside me any longer scares me but the pain of just being friends is too much to handle. I have held these feelings inside for too long. It is time, I just hope my heart is ready.

 

Act. 2- From The Balcony to Where You Are.

Daniel lives in the house next to mine, we have lived next to each other since we were infants. It is easy to get to his house from mine by jumping from my balcony to his, since his room is across from mine. I try knocking but no reply. I notice the door is unlocked like always. I slide the door open and I see Daniel Half naked sleeping, his head is facing me. I have to resist the urge to cling to his sleeping body, to kiss him and more. I inch closer to him, my heart feels like it will jump out of my chest.

I am now inches from his face doing my best to reframe from doing what my body is telling me to do. Suddenly his eye lids open revealing his beautiful brown eyes. I fell back in shock.  In a tired voice Daniel says “Jonathan, when did you get here?” After seeing my emotion filled face he asks “What’s wrong? Is there something you need to talk to me about?” I clear my throat and say “Yes, there is something I have been hiding from you and I have to tell you”. I took a deep breath and said the words I have been keeping hidden for years “I love you”. Unexpectedly a smile appeared on Daniel’s face. He laughed and said “I have been waiting for those words for so long” as he edged towards me. As I was in disbelief by Daniel’s words, he pulled me into a Hug. Well we stare into each other’s eyes we started to kiss. I feel so happy I could die.

 

Act 3- Too Fast, Yet Not Fast Enough.

                As I lay on Daniel’s bed with Daniel above me, kissing me, holding me, I start hoping that this is not a dream. He starts to put his tongue in my mouth and I feel his hand unzipping my pants and sliding my shirt off. “Isn’t this too fast?” I say as he starts taking off his cloths.  He replies “it’s not fast enough”, and I realize he is right. I have yearned for his touch longer than I can remember. He slides off my underwear and grabs my throbbing member. He starts rubbing it up and down well playing with the head with his tongue. I can’t control my voice and I begin moaning, I feel relived knowing that his parents are away on a trip and will not be back until the day after tomorrow.

His hands drop down and he enters a finger into my bottom hole and starts rubbing my prostate. He asks me if I am in pain but I replay that I am fine. He takes his free hand and takes lube and a condom out of the cabinet drawer next to his bed. He starts rubbing the lube inside of me and every few minutes he asks me if I am ok, no matter how I am feeling I reply “I am fine”. When he is sure that he has prepared me enough, he takes his fingers out and cleans them off with a tissue. He rips the condom open and slides it onto his large cock, he then rubs lube onto the condom. He is extremely worried about hurting me.  He finally say’s “I am at my limit, I am going in. tell me if you feel any pain”. He positions himself over me and starts sliding himself into me.

I can feel his rod deep within me as he say’s “I’m going to start moving”. He starts thrusting himself in and out of me. It is painful yet pleasurable. He clutches my hard penis and begins rubbing his hand up and down it. I can’t believe what this sensation is like, it is better than I had ever imagined it would be. He moves his hand up to my chest and starts caressing my nipples. The precum is flowing faster as my moans continue to escape from my mouth.  As I try to grasp my breath I say “I am coming”. He replies “go ahead, I am about to cum soon too”. As my cum starts spraying out he halts, then as it stops he continues. “I will cum soon, just put up with it for a little while” he says as he continues thrusting. Finally he slides himself out of me as a little of my blood stains the sheets. He takes off the condom quickly and cums on my chest. He apologizes as he cleans the cum off of me. He collapses beside me and holds my hand. He then says, “I should have said this earlier, but I love you, too”. When I smiled He leans in to kiss me. I am so happy that my love was not one-sided, I wish I had not hidden my love for so long.

 

-This is the end of “My Neighbor, My Friend, and My Beloved”-

I Want to Save You

The story of Aaron and William

                                                                                     -Warning-

This story includes not only sexual content, but also violence, bullying and strong language. If that bothers you, then skip this story and go to the next one when it is available.

Act. 1- The World Is Cruel, I Will Protect You From It.

                I knew who William was for before he transferred to my school, everyone knew. William went to a private christen high school until that day when he told John, the boy he liked, that he had feelings for him. How do I know? because it was on all over the internet and newspapers. After William confessed, a large group of John’s friends appeared. They along with John held him down, striped him naked and wrote the word “FAG” across his chest with a permanent marker. Then they almost beat him to death. All of this was filmed, they titled it “Send the FAG to Hell” and posted it on all the social media sites.

When the school found out, the boys were warned and William was expelled for being gay. After William was released from the hospital his parents sent him to relative’s house which is near my school.  He was placed in my class and he sits next to me. Every time I see the scares on his face, arms, neck, and hands I feel like finding the bastards who did this to William and doing to them what they did to him. I am the only one who talks to him, everyone else either tries to ignore him or they point and laugh at him. Why must he go through hell, he did nothing wrong. Love is not a sin and my love for William is real. I will protect him, even if it is just as a friend… for now.

Act 2- I Don’t Care What Others Say, I Will Not Abandon You.

It’s Monday morning, 20 minutes before class I walk into the classroom.  William has his head on his desk and is asleep. Before William transferred I would have never came to Class this early. I used to always hang with my friends who I played football with outside the cafeteria. Now I always get here early so I can spend time with William before class. As, I take my seat next to him I call his name. He looks up and says “Aaron, when did you get here?” I reply “just now, did you not get enough sleep last night?” “No, stuff happened, I really don’t want to talk about it” he said as he started to draw in a notebook. I then hear someone call my name outside the classroom. I tell William that I will be right back and I go to the hallway. There I see a group of a few of my friends. “What do you need” I asked. “We have not seen you in a while, then we hear you have been talking to that dirty queer” Rob said in an angry voice. “Don’t call him that” I shouted. “Aaron, you shouldn’t be hanging out with that fag, people gona think you a fag too”, Danny said. At this point I see William (who heard everything) was running out of the classroom. “You all can just go fuck yourselves” I yelled at them as I started to chase after William.

Act 3- I Love You, So Please Do Not Hurt The One I Love.

I continued Following William even after he left the school and was on his way home. He only lives less than a block away. I saw him run inside his empty house, his relatives had left this morning and will not be back until Wednesday. I followed him, he did not even lock the door behind him. When I got to him he had a kitchen knife in his hand and was cutting his wrist. “Why did you follow me?” he said as he was crying on the floor. I took the knife out of his hand and throw it across the floor. “Please don’t hurt yourself”, I said as I pulled him into a hug. William they said, “But your friends are right, just you being next to a fag like me will hurt your reputation”. Don’t call yourself that, you are not a cigarette, you know that’s what that stupid word really means. Also, I do not give a damn about my reputation” I said as I held him close. “But I love you Aaron, that grosses you out, right?” he said as his tears ran down his check. “Why, I love you too. So, please do not cry”, I said as I started licking the tears off his face. He looked shocked at my words and actions. I paused to look at his face than I started kissing him.

 

Act 4- Let’s become one.

I pulled him on to his bed and continued kissing him. I took his shirt off and started licked his scared chest. I licked his scars as if I was trying to make them disappear. I am now licking his nipples. I look down and see that he was starting to get hard. I unzipped his jeans and took them off along with his underwear. I kissed his thighs then started to rub the head of his penis. I then started to perform Fellatio on him. I liked around the head, I can hear him moaning. I can feel my throbbing cock getting bigger. I than inserted his penis into my mouth. I used my tongue to massage the shaft and slowly guided his penis deeper into my mouth. I can no longer control myself, I took off my pants and began rubbing my own penis. “Do you have any lube” I asked him”. “No” he replied. That means there is no way I can stick my penis into him, I do not want to hurt him. “Can you touch mine?” I asked him. He began rubbing my cock up and down.

I could tell this was his first time but it still felt good. We both were touching each other’s cock when I realized that I could use the pre-cum to have intercrural sex. “Are you ok with having intercrural sex” I asked him. “What is that” he replied. “I will show you, I promise that it will feel good and he will not be in pain”, I said as I got lifted him up and got behind him. I took both of our pre-cum and put my throbbing member between his legs. When I thought I had lubed him up enough I placed my penis between his thighs and started moving back and forth as I rubbed his cock. As I moved I Said “does it feel good?”. “Yes, do you feel good too?” William said between his moans. “Yeah, it is amazing” I answered as I continued thrusting between his thighs. “I am cumming” he said as he his cum stained his bed. “I will cum soon please put up with it for a little longer”, I said as I was about to cum. “I am cumming”, I said as I came.

We laid there holding on to each other on his bed. I never want to let him go. “Promise me you will never try to hurt yourself again”, I pleaded. “I Promise” he said as he smiled. “William, I do not care what other think, I do not care about how people see me, nor do I care about anything other than you”, as I said this William blushed and put his head on my chest. I truly hope that we will never part, I can’t image not being able to hold him like this.

 

-This is the end of “I Want to Save You”-

Another story will be posted eventually. 

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